If I said I died inside, I promise you I meant it. If I say my hearts broken, I only mean he bent it. When my day was full of sadness, my family has brought me madness. If you see me smile at you, it means I wish you well. If you see me frown at you, look away in denial, that might make me smile. I try to be happy all the time, but my life is feeled with sadness, no matter what I do, so to make my life seem better I used to think of you. Now I guess I'm on my own, because now you remind me even more of home. Some do say your really sweet, I dont at all see what they mean. I dont see that, (me and my stupid dreams..). No matter how hard I try, the world refuses to except me. No matter how much I change for them, no one will respect me. I know I am horrible at times, but I assure you I am trying. Because the world has rejected me, inside I really am dying. But world I guess I'll give it another try, this time if I fail I probly will just die inside.

                                                                         ~ariel~